Pessimist ? No I am not, I am a
true Libran & always carry a B+ positive frame of mind. Seldom Librans are
pessimist !  yes but we are sensitive by
nature and we get hurt very easily, that’s why my tirade about ‘love’ that I
have been writing about.

Hurt
comes in many ways and forms, not necessarily physical, but emotional &
sentiments, they leave a deep scar which at times refuses to heal or takes some
time 2 become ok until such a time that things are back 2 again being normal (abnormal
?) . Some of the hurts that we go thro are for no fault of ours & never
gets healed and they carry all thro your life…..

Hurt
is when things go wrong, Nothing goes right according to the plans or the
promises that we make, when u do everything in this world, your every time
& effort, your every sacrifice, you give everything you have,  you become selfless, you give all the undying love
& affection & yet things does not go as it should have been, you try
hard and give time & everything else in this world but things just does not
happen as the way it should have been in spite of sacrifices that goes into
building a relationship, & I mean in any form, norm or kind of
relationship.

Relationship
does not have a ‘name’ it could be any,

But
hurt hurts, its pains, only a person who has gone thro or going thro, no matter
what & when the circumstances are or could be.  No I am not a pessimist, its just that these
days I do see things in different perspective and look forward that these dark
days will not last forever and there will b someone, somewhere, who will b
there for me to take care of my wounds, the hurt and the pains, Nothing could
be too late, time does not matter, & I will find someone even if it could
be at a later part of my life, end of my time ? or only for some time, for
having someone to care, to love is the best moment a person can cherish or have
in one’s life time, to love & to be loved, to understand and be
understood,  still I am positive &
sure of it… cause I am B+ Positive ! Not a Pessimist ? Hope & confidence I shall
always have.  Live & love, this life
is only once and you live only once, even if we die a thousand death sometimes
! kal kisne dekha hai ? hum rahen ya na rahen.